I’ve been wanting to write something, day after day, but what to write just never comes. I usually jump to blame myself for such things first, but I sat and thought about it for quite some time. I kept asking myself why was I having so much trouble coming up with topics and this is the answer I heard. It’s because we are midstream in a major shift in our evolving process. In other words, we are in a space totally foreign to us, the reality we once knew as “normal” is now nothing we have ever experienced before. It’s like being thrown into your first day on a new job, but nobody has informed you of what you are meant to do or what is expected of you. You are at a total loss and feeling somewhat insecure being out of your comfort zone.
When I began a blog back in 2012 there was a great deal to write about with the upcoming shift and waking people up. Well, what we anticipated back then is coming about and it is hard to find words for what is going on and worse what we are meant to do about it. I had a very driven direction I was traveling in back then and now I feel like I’m going around aimlessly and not understanding where I was meant to go, think or do. My mind had been invaded by the negative chaos going on in the world and I have been trying just to survive that experience and stay sane. It has truly been a fascinating journey to be a part of. As difficult as these times are, I feel very blessed to have been a part of this monumental time in man’s evolution. Sadly we have gone backwards in our confusion and lost our way. No wonder we don’t know who we are or what we are meant to be doing.
The world desperately needs open minds that transcend the lines around our boxes. Far too many have been sucked into the propaganda and our balance is off, we are listing to one side and we need to right ourselves. These full moons and eclipses we’ve been having have been working overtime on forcing us to go within and straighten out the chaos We have to know what we want before we can go after it and so I think we should realize we have to ask ourselves the tough questions many times in our lifetimes as we are forever changing. What we wanted ten years ago may well be something we don’t even consider any longer. So I believe it is important to take an inventory of your life again. Are you happy? If not why? What is holding you back? What truly means the most to you? What are your values you live by? What is it you think you want now at this time? How can you achieve that goal?
I think part of why we are seeing social media failing now, aside from the dishonesty, is because people are beginning to realize they have been duped out of life’s experience by allowing themselves to become entrenched slaves to their I Phones and social media accounts. Have you truly had a positive experience texting versus living your life fully and partaking in it consciously? Technology will always be a part of our lives, we revolve around it and depend upon it for the world to function, but we need not let it steal our lives from us. We humans are finally sensing there is far more to life than we’ve been told. We are seeing through the lies and no longer listening. We are finally seeing that everything we thought was real is anything but. That in itself is a huge jolt for humanity to accept and swallow. It’s no wonder we see chaos in the streets. We are the butterfly in the chrysalis, the mashed up caterpillar awaiting our wings so we may break out and fly free.
It seems at this time we need patience, clarity, and our ability to think for ourselves again and stand on our own. Be willing to explore new things because you ARE new. We all are new and still growing. Be gentle with yourselves, try to understand what is going on so you can figure out where you belong. Go find a tribe that thinks like you, shares your life values you live by and honor. Forget about what everybody else is doing, worry about you, tend to yourself and be kind. Learn to accept what is and stop fighting against it. Instead spend that time figuring out how you can fix what isn’t working so you can accept it. Nothing will change if we remain silent. Be active and creative, speak out when your voice is needed. Only we can stop our world from imploding.
Blessings to all,
This past week I found myself without a modem connection therefore I didn’t have a phone or Internet access. My TV still worked but I cannot endure watching and listening to the undoing of our society. I will not ingest anymore negative, hateful rhetoric and I choose to withdraw from participating further in 3D life. So with no phone, Internet or TV to distract me I was left with silence and music. It was very telling to witness my withdrawal and what it revealed to me. First and foremost, I watched myself struggle with silence. I read a great deal and wrote down my thoughts everyday to stay occupied but I could see I needed to stop doing even that, and once I did I realized by no longer being distracted I was forced to reclaim my mind and even more importantly, my creative mind. I could see from this time of silence how much being distracted by life’s drama deadens our creativity. We are no longer being challenged to create our own life stories, THEY ARE BEING CREATED FOR US!!
When we no longer are required to create and produce our personal life stories, when we just plug into the universal thought stream and become what everybody else is becoming, we lose our creative thinking. We instead plug into autopilot and get swept up into whatever drama is unfolding for that day. We are doing anything BUT living the lives we should be living. Why do we so violently disagree with one another? It is because what the other person is promoting is a threat to OUR way of life we are pursuing. So how do we end the fighting and violence? By ALL of us ‘together’ agreeing to change our life’s direction completely and working together to create a new life story. Our souls are starving from a scarcity of creativity. We are winging it solo on this journey it feels like because of the vile divisiveness our country is being torn apart by. No one is communicating with anybody else out of fear of being labeled and condemned, forcing us to crawl into dark corners to escape, seething with anger. It’s time to wake up now and crusade for what matters most in our life before it becomes obsolete.
It seems like people are so disconnected and distracted we can’t see what we are losing or the critical importance of fighting back. We must not be the whipped puppy that slinks away under the porch to lick its wounds. We must be the Pit Bull straining at the chains until they break. Injustice is imploding in the world right now and people have had enough. We know what we don’t want, but do we know what we DO want? It’s hard to construct a building without blueprints, so too it is difficult to live life without a purpose or at least a personal direction to head in, or morals and beliefs to live by and life laws to be followed out of respect. Establishing these guidelines and reconnecting ourselves with life is what our journey is all about, but we are being detoured miles and miles out of our way in hopes that we get lost.
I think it is probably necessary for all of us to go four or five days with no phone or Internet, face the obstacles that arise from the silence and encourage our minds to reactivate our creativity and get us thinking again. It seems like an oxymoron to see how silence and disconnection can actually bring us closer to where we truly want to be together. Once we engage ourselves in living free of distractions for a week, we ourselves begin to change and our perspectives on living life change and our priorities are reset. It definitely is worth trying! Best of luck and may the positive force be with you.
Blessings to all,