I feel that familiar driving need within to release my creativity and find some relief from today’s insanity we call reality. But what to write? My mind is so scattered from everything going on. I try to stay separated from what from what is unfolding before our very eyes, but sometimes it can’t be avoided. I am also having trouble understanding what I am feeling these days. I feel like a 4th of July sparkler someone just put a match to that is sparking off in a million different directions. The one feeling I have been wrestling with the most is sadly understanding what is happening and ‘knowing’ this is not what humanity is meant to be doing. We have lost our way so severely. I know in my heart how we are meant to be and yet I live in a world that is totally the opposite to how I feel it should be in my heart.
I have watched forever it seems the downfall of television and the part it now plays in peoples lives. It began actually with movies and tv shows that became at first more violent, lots of blood and killing and yes, NO REMORSE. We were being groomed to accept what we now see erupting across the world. Then the constant assaults of crude advertisements often of a personal nature, designed to force us to accept that there is no privacy in our lives, anything goes. Education was no longer about children learning but rather about being indoctrinated. Morals were flying out the windows and respect was no longer honored. The moral fabric we used to weave into our very beings is being shredded and destroyed changing who we are and who we are becoming. What kind of life exists without morals or respect? Not a life I wish to be a part of. I cannot and will not accept the world we see spinning out of control. That is not who I am, so now what?
It’s very hard to try and be a part of a world you do not align with. Yes you can create your own world and stay there but that is not what I desire. I am tired of being locked away and unable to participate in life any longer. Even more I am done with living in a world that is corrupt, greedy, ego driven, without empathy or compassion, without love and caring, without respect for our fellow man. This is NOT who we are. We have been manipulated by outside forces hell bent to control us all and gloat in their power. That way of thinking is so repugnant to me, so completely opposite from my dream. This is happening because over an extended period of time our governments have been infiltrated by Deep State players who have hijacked the news stations we watch, the papers we read, the social media they have addicted us to. Slowly through non stop messaging we were being trained to follow and obey and not to question anything, our morals are torn apart, respect has become a foreign word. We are expected to believe the lies we are drowning in.
And so here we are embedded in the beginning stages of civil war it appears and so few people seem to either see what is going on or even worse just don’t care. How do you save a world from destruction with so many odds against you? It is such a massive and overwhelming problem humanity is up against. It feels like this is the make it or break it time for us, will we survive and thrive or will we succumb to the manipulation? It is definitely a difficult time to be alive and for this reason I may want to write and release my creativity and feel relief, but I don’t even have a clue what to write about. I’m just trying to survive this wearing blender ride somehow intact. I am sorry I am unable to put out posts more frequently. I keep praying for peace and calm so my mind can think clearly again. I’m thinking of you all and hoping life is being kind you. I am not gone permanently, just ‘being’ as best I can.
Blessings and love to all ❤